I’m feeling better, not physically I’m still tired but mentally I’m better not dancing or seeing rainbows but I’m not as depressed. I think like many complicated things there are a number of factors. Having a professional to talk with, the drugs, being able to work, seeing a future and I think beginning to accept things. I’m a realist and I thought that was enough, I deal with things as they are not as I want them to be, not as they should be, not as they could be, not as I deserve, not as I’ve earned but as they are. Still as rational as I am emotionally you can’t control your reaction and I think I didn’t accept it truly until recently. Adjustment takes time, I needed time even if I didn’t know that.


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